Every once in awhile I have those nights when I feel completely exhausted, yet my mind is so overwhelmed I can't seem to sleep.
Swimming around in my head tonight are...
Regrets. worries. Pains. Wishing I could have been in two places at once tonight. Wondering if I really made the best choice. Hating myself for worrying so much. Wanting to be a better friend. Worrying about losing friends. Worrying about growing apart from people. Hoping I am being a good enough teacher. Wishing I could be a better teacher. Wishing I could read people's minds. Wishing people would just tell me the honest truth so I didn't waste so much time worrying and wondering. Wishing I didn't analyze every little thing. Wishing I didn't care so much. Wishing I could just BE HAPPY NOW:)
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